Essaouira: and existential points of interrogation

She wondered....about the inner lives of people.
If their insides matched their outsides....
If they were happy. 
Or if they were depressed.

She wondered....if he and she, and yes, they, in the corner,
                  if they had moments of [indescribable] joy, for no reason.
Or if they had regrets, big regrets...about which, they could do nothing.

She wondered....if they -- each one of them -- felt understood.
                                     And if they felt loved.  Enough.

She wondered.... Do you wonder, too?